It's somewhat puzzling.

I suppose i shall never understand men. Often i've tried to..i even read a book on the theories of attraction in some vain hope of more understanding..but to no avail.

I ended any seeming burgeoning relationship with Hugo. He seemed rather disheartened...to say the least. He saw it as a rejection. But when it came to light that i wasn't the only girl he was chasing, well, i thanked heaven i got myself out of that situation before i caused myself any embarassment.

You see, i'm not going to give some silly boy the satisfaction of knowing i'm some silly girl. He was obviosuly awaiting some reaction from any girl he knew and once he did know that there were reciprocated feelings then he'd latch himself onto that poor person.

And recently, however hard i have been telling myself that it's silly to fall so very easily, i think (maybe i know perhaps) i have some feelings for Jeff. So charming and friendly, it's quite hard not to.

Time will tell :)