So my first year of univeristy is over! I handed in my last project on wednesday and have since been bumming around the house and having merry fun with my housemates.

There was a bit of an insane bonfire and BBQ party last night to send off Roy as he's leaving on saturday. We had hay bales in the backgarden that Sezin had brought back from her Year 0 end of year screening. We put them in a sainsburys trolley and set them ablaze. Everyone had friends over and i wasn't sure if i wanted to invite Hugo or not. I've been thinking about him alot lately and seeking advice from Sarah about whether or not it'd be worth pursuing something with him again. She reckoned it would be a good idea asking him over, to see if feelings were still there or not.

Well by the time he arrived i was well on my way to getting drunk. Cider and wine was being passed around freely which i gladly helped myself to.
When the smoke got a bit too much Hugo and i retreated to the front of the house and sat on the doorstep.
I kind of slumped back into him, he put his arms around me and we sat there holding hands, it was sweet.

So then it got to around 1am and Mell and i decided to go for a walk. Hugo tagged along (i later found out that Mell was really annoyed by this because she wanted to talk to me about Hugo). I sat in the park for ages, fell off a swing and rolled around on the floor. Hugo pinned my arms down and i just rolled around laughing.

We walked back to the house in the fucking freezing cold wind that had suddenly picked up. He had his arms wrapped around me the whole way. We went to Mell's room to watch Bride Wars (which is shit) and i started falling asleep. Hugo just held my hand ad stroked it gently as i was sleeping....

he's just so sweet. I feel so horrid for how abruptly i ended things between us previously and now maybe i think that was horribly wrong.

Is a go.

I spent the majority of my day in the library surrounded by books, nose buried in my sketchbook on a tiny study table. It didn't help with the library being so god damn busy today...everyone's pretty much finished their respective courses...i've still got 2 and a little bit weeks left to go.

I'm doing a design (YES!) project at the moment: Screen Genre. We're designing for a music video by a band called The Vinyl Stitches (who sound amazing)...the video is Lucy in the sky with diamonds.
I am loving it so far, getting well into the sketchbooking of it but it surprises me some people haven't even started their sketchbooks yet. At least i wont look like an arse in tutorials on thursday and friday!!

If i pass RRR then it shall be the most divine miracle of miracles. I thought i'd get so much work done today but i've been so scatter-brained and excitied (housemate Sarah returned home after being away for 1 1/2 months) and then i've just slept most of the day which is ridiculous. I have much to do in the way of work. So i suppose i best stay up for 2 maybe 3 hours to try and complete my workbook. I'm gravely ashamed of myself for not doing better in this unit.

It's taught me a few hard lessons.

MY MUM IS FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER!!!

haha....oh christ.

I really didn't think i'd buy as much as i did today.
Mum, Lynda and I went to Cabot Circus, but i really needed to go to Fabric Land to buy yet more purple velvet and threads. Whilst rummaging through the goldmine of a scrap bin i found some sizable pieces of gorgeous PVC-esque black material...y'know the stuff the hi-shine leggings are made from. I also picked up some spidery lace with little red skeletons on it. Not sure what i'll make from it yet.

So mum and Lynda went to H&M, i wandered off to HMV and lo and behold many many Prince CD's were on offer, i bought about 3! AND I FINALLY MANAGED TO BUY 'OUR MUTUAL FRIEND' ON DVD!!!
Holy cow, Paul McGann goodness..mmmmmmm...even though he's sporting a dodgy moustache!

It's just a few days until i go back to Bournemouth and back to Uni. I'm so fucking excited about seeing my housemates again because i have missed them like mad...well, 3 of them anyway!! Because Nick is gross and like a massive hairy hippo.....eurghhhh.
I'm still shitting it about my RRR project, i've got so much to finish it's insane....:(

Maybe from time to time i'll post something, as LJ has been a kind friend these past years.
I vacated to Blogspot, heresy i know, but i do like it there.

so to tell you what's been going on: FINALLY DYED MY HAIR got rid of the awful blonde fringe bit.

et voila!

 Exscuse the 'emo' angle :)
Blue black. om nom nom.

I suppose i shall never understand men. Often i've tried to..i even read a book on the theories of attraction in some vain hope of more understanding..but to no avail.

I ended any seeming burgeoning relationship with Hugo. He seemed rather disheartened...to say the least. He saw it as a rejection. But when it came to light that i wasn't the only girl he was chasing, well, i thanked heaven i got myself out of that situation before i caused myself any embarassment.

You see, i'm not going to give some silly boy the satisfaction of knowing i'm some silly girl. He was obviosuly awaiting some reaction from any girl he knew and once he did know that there were reciprocated feelings then he'd latch himself onto that poor person.

And recently, however hard i have been telling myself that it's silly to fall so very easily, i think (maybe i know perhaps) i have some feelings for Jeff. So charming and friendly, it's quite hard not to.

Time will tell :)

I was walking home from Uni last week, through the wooded hill patch...bit, just strolling along, listening to Imogen Heap...i turn the corner and



BAM!!!

I actually thought i was going to faint. I panicked at first, fiddled with my headphones...pretended to text someone...before i mustered up the courage to babble a feeble 'Hello'. He was with his housemate who just so happens to be on the same course as me...well, we chatted briefly, he smiled and i smiled...he waved goodbye and i waved goodbye...and justttt....he makes me feel like i've got cloud slippers and i'm flying through a rainbow made of stars and skittles!!



Oh confusssssiiooooon you are a bitch!!!

a corset from Ann Summers
the Adam Resurrected novel
a new mp3 player
a blazer
a new teacup and saucer
some Prestat chocs
some Imogen Heap inspired item of clothing
Yakisoba
that Dita Von Teese book


but only when my next chunk of student loan comes in!!!